I had a thought today. I used to think that I wanted a close family – ones who gets together at christmas and birthdays – one that really loves each other, has fun together, etc. But today… im not sure I want that. If i ever get married, I thought that i would want my husband to have this big family, one thats really involved and wants us around… but I think im taking that back.
I visited a friend today and I thought it was just going to be a few of us.. but it was A LOT of FAMILY. Too much. Too many annoying dumb people with annoying dumb kids and annoying dumb dogs. I dislike 90% of american people, chances are Im going to marry into one. Im no longer looking forward to it.
SO today is July 4th, and really I could give a rat’s ass about July 4th. At this very moment I am sitting in my room listening to the fireworks that are shot over river. If there wasnt a tree outside my windo id probably be able to see them. I think its kind of cool when I cant see fireworks; it makes me feel like what someone really would have heard during the revolutionary war – its kinda cool to think about it.
For the most part… i hate this holiday.
I made a Scott Pilgrim Avatar